Letter to my creator
It’s not a day of my life that I don’t realize that you have been my protector. I apologize if I haven’t lived up to the standards that you set in place for me. Please know that I love you more than life itself. I have never thought to ever deny you but I do question those that claim to deliver your message. It’s so much going on and I have seen a lot but I openly admit that I lack the attention you need. I could never appreciate or repay you for the sacrifices that you have given for me. I could never tell you that I am even worthy of your sacrifices. I write this letter to you as a disobedient child but please understand it has never been to hurt or defy you. I just have a great deal of scare within me and please don’t let my short cummings represent a result of my love and gratitude for you. I have not been as loyal to you as you have to me. Understand I am as a child that wants to be what you want me to be but I find myself weak to the pressure of the lifestyle to fit in this world. Please don’t give up on me because no matter what, I hold you as precious as air to breath. My state of mind is as fragile as a glass on the edge of a table. I’m weak with many sore spots connected to my heart, I have many avenues that allow access to emotional break downs but not because I don’t have faith, it is because I love with my whole heart and find it hard to express that level of love to be seen. I fear the nakedness of being so open that another knows how to hurt me. I need you and will never think another thought outside of this. I write this asking for your understanding and patience to reserve the grace that you have given and had for me for so long. I know life is a journey and its up to me to make that journey a magical one and I am trying. I just want you to know regardless of the future or past I love your difficult son the coffee brown brother.
Coffee Brown Brother 